Do you ever feel different from the people around you? Like you live in a different world than them? I am sure my DOC buddies know exactly what I am talking about. This week I started in a new office with Comcast (where I work). Tons of new people (huge office) and only a small handful of the people in my old department that came with me. In the last 3 days I have found myself thing a few times, "I wish I could scream out that I am stressed and starting this new job stressed me even more!" I wish I could make an "announcement" to let people know if I may seem nutty or stressed or out of it, consider it normal. My mind is probably in a million other places other than my work. Of course I can't do this, cause you know what? They wouldn't understand. They would just wonder how I can be successful at my job with so much going through my mind while I am working. I guess I am a great multi-taker, in more ways than one. A few of my close friends at work, one of which came with me to the new office, knows my life and understand. Well, she understands as much as she is capable of I suppose. But yes, sometimes I just feel like yelling out to everyone, "I may look relaxed and well put together, but some days, it couldn't be farther from the truth. I put on a great show these days. Welcome to my world of having a diabetic husband. But yes, I am very happy and very much in love despite it all. The end :)"